New post! New post!

Waaah! I'm soo bored. Nothing good happened today, well, except the fact that my crush (no, he isn't iPod nor umpire. He's just a regular sophomore guy from school that became my friend and whom I accidentally fall for) was there.

WRITE EXACTLY WHATS ON YOUR MIND:

I am listening:
I'd Lie - Taylor Swift. (Okay, this suits well)
*Isn't She Lovely - Stevie Wonder (which I put on because of this question. Heh, sorry.) 

Maybe I should:- go out tomorrow.
*Continue reading The Alchemist and finish it before June starts.

I wish:- to finish college.
*To be successful, professionally. (One can never run out of wishes. Also, I am glad my wish then was granted. 💜)

Chocolate is:- a brokenhearted girl's bestfriend.
*Every girl's best friend-- brokenhearted or not

I have lost my respect for:- people not worth respected.
*Someone who disrespected me in the first place. But I act around this person in a civil manner and that's that.
 
The last food I ate:- was noodles with egg that I prepared myself.
*My last pack of Growers peanuts.

The meaning of my display name is:- which one cause I have too many.
*Complex thoughts which I then tried so hard to keep in order.

Love is:- not in my vocabulary. HEHE.
*What the world needs now. More than anything in the world.
 
Today: is fcukin tiring.
*Is my brother's birthday. And the day I reclaimed something that was a part of me.
 
Tomorrow: is a Saturday.

*will always be better. Still my day off. 👯

LASTS:

Last time you cried?- I honestly forgot.

*Earlier, while I was watching Studio Ghibli's The Tale of Princess Kaguya. You should watch it if you haven't.

HAVE YOU EVER:

Lost someone close?- Hmm, yup. Everyone does.
*Yes. Physically and not.

Been drunk and threw up?- I don't drink. I'm good.
*Yes. Yes, younger self, I drink now. 

THIS MONTH HAVE YOU:

Fallen out of love?- I haven't even been in love. It's all infatuation. Trust me.
*I don't know. Probably.

Met someone who changed your life?- Yup.
*Nope.
 
It's 4 in the morning your phone rings:- Umm, nope. Call me at that freakin' time and I'm gonna kick your ass.
*If a friend was calling, I'll answer. I won't answer if it's from work.
 
What is your favorite food to eat?- Any where. I'm not choosy, eh.
*Ice cream. Always.

Do you wear Crocs?- Nope.
*Still no.

Do you prefer warm or cold weather?- Cold. Living where I am right now, it should be obvious.
*Both. I can't live without the other.

What do you currently hear right now?- Here In Your Arms - Hellogoodbye (Iheartthem)
*Better Davis Eyes and the sound of my fan.

What's your favorite C2 flavor?- The red one, apple.
*Still the red one. 

What’s your favorite thing to have on your bed?- My bolster.
*Still my bolster.
 
Can you sleep in jeans?- Yup. Done that pa nga eh.
*I can.

Something you just don't understand?- TFN.
*Alot I don't understand.

Who was the last person you were in a car with?- Dianne.
*I can't remember. 

Is there someone on your mind that shouldn't be?- Umm, I guess.
*Thinking of anybody won't hurt I guess.

What was your first thought when you looked at the mirror this morning?- Eck! I look hideous in my white uniform.
*I look like I had the longest sleep.
 
Do you care what others think about you?- Um, nope. Let them think.
*Most times..
 
10 yrs from now, Do you think you'll be successful?- I KNOW I'll be successful. You'll see.
*I don't know. I hope so. (It is weird to see my answer 8-9 years after. If you come to think of it, I can't say to my old self if I have succeeded her.)

What made you happy today?- Who-- umm, friends.
*The fact that it's my day off.

How many people do you trust?- I dunno. I don't trust people that easily.
*A few. 



Ps, this is actually an old entry which I had not published from 8-9 years ago. And I thought of answering it now  while keeping my old answers. It feels weird to see how I'm still the person I was before. Few changes here and there but still the same beautiful person.
💜🍃

Hello to my teenage thoughts

Wow. It definitely feels weird to read every post I wrote from 8-9 years ago.
 

Sup, beeyuhtchess?!

This was me? HAHAHA. I am such a funny person that I can make myself laugh.

The randomness of my posts. And how petty my "huge" problems were at school. I never did wonder how cruel the world can get once I get older and wiser (at some point).

Oh how I wish my problems now are about boys--- men. But no, it's always about something bigger than my entire self could take. And those, I have to talk about in another post. 

For now, I am just happy that I was able to retrieve this old friend of mine. I have never been happier.😊

And by the way, today is May 24. It's my brother's 24th birthday.

But I believe I got the best gift any adult could receive, bits and pieces of their teenage memories.

Until next time.

I'm Tired

HAHA. You don't know what I did just now. I am listening to a wav of me singing. HAHAHA. Too many off keys. 

That's not really the reason why I'm here. ^^ Yup, made alot of changes around here. Doesn't my layout make you feel summery? I didn't really think of having that concept while I was choosing a new skin. The yellow flowers makes me feel that it's summer.

What's going to happen to me this summer? Heh.

Not much, I presume. I have school and has classes on Mon-Fri. My schedule sucks. Not like I can change anything about it though. I just complain. Anyway, I got my friends at school. They keep me sane. If it weren't for them, I'd be dead by now due to brain tissue death aka necrosis (an example of what I learned in nursing school). Tsk² yes I overreact sometimes. Well, just take it as a metaphor; that sounds better. And it makes me sound poetic. But my class scehdule isn't what I'm mostly worried about. It's my summer professors. =| They're too scary. I should just keep in mind that I work best under pressure. It worked for me last week. 

I should make the best out of my week. Hmm, nothing out of the ordinary. Just stuff I do everyday: Sims 3 (YES! Finally bought one last Sept ^^), chat with Kiss Mes, kpopping, surfing the net (It's what I do best!) and many more.

Oh yeah! U-KISS IS COMING TO THE PHILIPPINES MANILA! But they should know that they wouldn't meet every Kiss Me if they just settle in Luzon. Sure, I understand it'd be costly if they're to tour the entire Philippines but wouldn't it be worth it? I'm sad and yet again (=.=!) I couldn't do anything about. I'm still hopeful. MY hopes are up. I just hope it's high enough for it to be real. I'd still be able to see them someday. Maybe not in the Philippines, or not now- but someday, somehow in whatever way, I WILL. :)

U-Kiss, 

I'm so proud of you! You've made it this far! I've known you in a long time (You look so young then and now you look so manly! Hehe) and seen you in times when you had your doubt of gaining popularity like your sunbaes yet you still didn't give up. Your dreams were too precious to let it slip away just because things weren't working your way. You boys have proven to Asia (or world- maybe not yet but in time. Just hope and pray.) and most especially to Kiss Mes that you've fought your best. See what hardwork, perseverance and faith brought you- your dream. I've known you long enough to see you go through ups and downs, but I've never seen you give up. Keep that attitude, guys. God will be with you all the time!

Remember that there never was a time when I regret that I became a Kiss Me.

U-Kiss JJANG! Hwaiting~!

Later! :)

Happy Weekend!

Hey! It's me again. Another update this Saturday. Felt like I had nothing to do (which is contrary to fact since I do have something to work on)

Sinulog is almost here!

PIT SENYOR!

What preparations are you having? Me, I'm attending novena mass. :] I want to complete it. So hopefully, I could.

See how awesome this fiesta is!

Sinulog Festival

I've been good these days that I want to cry.

I'd study harder this time. And yes, it's more serious now.

I want to finish studying and earn a good and noble job. This week has been great! So much good things that have happened.

I did tons of good deeds too. I want to follow Jaeson Ma's example. Doing one good deed a day. So by the end of the year, I could tell to myself that I've accomplished alot this year and be able to welcome year 2011 twice as good. Don't you agree? Do it, while it's still early.

I CAN DO THIS! I WILL DO THIS!

bye

2o1o: Happy New Year!

Another year has ended!

What good deeds have you done last 2oo9?

My Christmas break's almost over. Huhu. That means BACK TO SCHOOL.

Let's forget about that even just for minutes, please? It's stressing me out.

[CHRISTMAS]

I had fun with my sister and cousin, Kim. We bought tons of stuff for the

preparations

and bought 2 cakes: Cookies and Cream and Chocolate Mousse.

We bought that using our own money. I told them we should contribute

something this Christmas for a change and we agreed on cakes since we love

desserts so much. People we know gave us cakes too and Mom ordered brownies

from her friend. In the end, we had lots of desserts.

We feared our cakes might not be consumed before it's expiration date.

On Christmas day, the Makinano (a teacher once asked me if I'm Japanese because

my family

name sounds Japanese. I'm not and I don't look like Japanese. Agree? or not?),

Canson and Tagalog families went to hear Christmas mass and went to

Ayala after. We ate in McDo since Mom knows we prefer McDo over other

restaurants/fastfood. Ü MCDO, FTW! :3

We went to the beach with relatives last Sunday. I didn't swim. I fear that I might get

sunburn, and I also had my period that time. Before going home, we went to Mactan

Memorial Gardens and paid Daddy Danny (my tito/uncle). He used to be Santa Claus.

He was really giving, that's why God made him successful in life. Every birthday,

occassions or holidays, he never fail to give us money. I miss him now.

And also I miss my lola (Father's side), she just left a year and a half.

I feel bad cause I haven't paid her a visit. I wasn't present in her burial. >0<

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CHRISTMAS SHOPPING RITUAL

I'm sad cause Hazel, Kim and I weren't able to do our Christmas shopping ritual

(We just started last Christmas). We did it on 26th, or was it 27th.

I'm not sure but it was after Christmas.

We'll probably do it tomorrow (Saturday). Not today cause some boutiques are close.

KIBUM'S BIRTHDAY!

Know what Kiss Mes did last December 29? TRENDED #kibum! And it was...

SUCCESSFUL!

Proof:

CLICK

SBS Gayo Daejun

I watched it live for the first time. It was FUN! I laughed nonstop at the

You're Beautiful parody. HAHA. Nickhun is totally my personal Hwang Taek Kyung.

Wooyoung was adorable as Go Mi Nam. Though I didn't understand what they

were saying, I understood the plot. WATCH HERE. Was able to watch BEAST,

AFTERSCHOOL, F(X) and other LIVEEE :3 I was not satisfied. U-KISS weren't there.

HMP! 2010 = U-Kiss' Year.

[New Year]

We didn't make use of fireworks. Mom wasn't able to meet up with her

co-worker/friend/dealer. She buys fireworks from him. Kim, Hazel and

I bought fireworks and haven't used them up to now. We'll use them tonight.

CHYEAH! ^0^ Karaoke kept everyone pumped last night (and beer to the adults).

I sipped a glass of red wine that tasted like sprite. I loved it.

I don't really drink. ^-^ Good girl.

New Year's Resolutions?

I don't have anymore cause it's hard to keep one. But I'll make myself a better person.

I'm changing my layout. :] Starting a fresh year!

So there, my New Year's post. Stay with me this year, okay?

"I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, I have kept the faith." (2 Timothy 4:7)"

September

Hey it's me again. Having my iced tea and the pc. :) It's raining and I love it. I've never been this carefree for the past month. Haay.


Can I ask you something?


SHOULD I BUY SIMS 3 OR NOT?




I'm still indecisive about that.


& it's my cousin's birthday on the 19th and my sister's on 20th. Our families planned on celebrating their birthdays at the beach on Sunday. YAY!


NO CLASS ON MONDAY! :) So happy.



And it's almost my birthday!


kbye.

You make me C-R-A-Z-I-E-R

August '09 has been killing me for 2 weeks now. @%#@!% this month!

I've been in situations wherein things, people--everything around you is compressing themselves towards your neck, trying to choke you until you can't breathe. Never have I been this stressed, depressed, worried and whatever synonym you want to add. I want to cuss so much for being sooo stupid to agree to place myself in this situation. Being a leader isn't easy.

But, thank God for being there with me all the time.

@!$%#!%#^%#
As much as I want to express everything here, I have to go. I still have to start my day early.

Recent: Changed my layout back to the previous one that I used. I find it more fun than any layout blogskin has to offer. But I'm still searching for a layout that suits my taste best.

P.S. My post is boring. Sorry, I'm not in the mood today. T-T